Churchyyy

Weeh. Just came home from church. Gaaaah. I feeeel so guilty. I had one lil lady cry in front of me just because of a madramang question. soo sad. *cries* My Dad preached in our youth service wherein he shared about comparison, that's why when we got into circle lil groups I asked what they learned and experienced regarding the preaching, blah blah blah, they all shared, but when it reached her, she uttered some words then she started crying! well anyway, she doesn't have any clue that I post blogs about anything, she doesn't know she's the topic of my blog! wahaha. hmm.. whatta day at church. really enjoying! (especially the part that it's my dad who preached!) haha. to my lil lady and the whole group, it was nice meeting you again! I love it. Take care. Don't neglect my prayer over you, guys! We aim not to see we're compared, but we aim to become just like Christ! :3

12-13-2009


:D :D

WRONG MISTAKE.

naman! napindot ng peste kong kamay! nesend tuloy. di na surprise! susurprise ko sana sa greeting ko ehh. naman!! peste peste!

Waaaaaaaah. Magnanakaw!

naah. it's not what you expect you guys. I just wanna let you know things about my buds at school before they know about this blog. haha!

well, I remembered! Their things got stolen at one shot of the kiddo who's freaking naughty. he entered the dormitory unit where my buddies' thingies are placed then took money and cellular phones. how is that? so wicked. i dunno. i ain't gonna judge, but I feel sorry especially because I wasn't present and wasn't able to go to school that day, the day their belongings got stolen. I was a bit pissed off with the kid because everyone knows, I think, that kid is poor and, I guess, doesn't have enough bucks to buy food, well anyway, stealing isn't the answer right? my message and advice to my buddies who got their things ripped off and stolen, this isn't the end, friends! there'll still be a lot of wealth coming. The thing that had happened wouldn't pause there and you go to no-more-money-forever, No. It won't end there. Especially you guys won't let yourselves get stuck with no cash right? xD I'll pray that kid will learn his lesson :p Nahuli na ba yun?

have a good night sleep! I'm here in Pampanga to sleep soooooo well :3
I miss you all sooo much. Totally!

Love Love Love,
Jhonisse

~

It ended up.

Oh my gawsh. It's been days since I last wrote a nonsense thing here eh? I find myself busy of other unwise things that's why I'm not able to write thingies here. I'm not even able to update you about me. haha. Oh well, What must I say? What do you wanna know?

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE!

WARNING. ♥

ang post sa ilalim ng post na ito ay bunga ng matinding inip!
wag masamain. tinamad lang ako. at saksakan ng kaasaran ang nararamdaman ko nung tinatype ko yan.
pagpasensyahan ha. :DD

Labyou.

Pwede pagreet?
Pwede! nasa linya kana!

Greet ko lang ang inspirasyon ko sa buhay. Si anime. Wala lang. Cute lang siya. Nakita niyo na ba? Sa mga classmate ko, ang buhay dentista ay hindi panglahat. Laglagan na sa proper. Galingan natin dahil mahal ko kayo. ü
Pagreet nadn kay hannah, kish, gail, rachel at hazel. hahaha. anu ba yan, anung trip to? ang baduy ko. XD thank you din sa mga radicals. mahal ko kayo. especially sa mga kapatid ko at sa mga bestfriends ko. :) Siyempre sa mga dormates ko. Labyou! ü At huli, sa family ko na lab ko. mwah! yun lang. napagreet tuloy ako.

At ayun, tara northwalk!!!

A Dream No One Would Face...

I was in the middle of my deep sleep. When he, using his psycho abilities, entered my mind. I cannot see the point why he'll have to set up his mind in saying Sorry through a dream. And there, he came, I wasn't able to escape. He walked nearer. "Can't we be again?", He asked. At that point, I can't make up an answer. I can't find any reason why to say no though I really had a lot of it if ever we accidentally talk to each other. I prepared for this, but why can't I tell him we're done? why can't I slap him and tell him enough is enough? why? why, when I see him, I melt? why when I reminisce, I cry? Why do I always ask people around me the reason why he did not choose who's better, me? Why, when I ask myself what's been wrong and all I could blame is myself? what is the reason why I cannot sleep at night? Give me the reason why he has always to be numb whenever people are asking what happened? "Can't we be again?" Is that what he has to ask me that night? In that dream? Everybody knows how I love him. And how I hate loving him. him, that has a girl. How can we ever be when all he had to do is not stop being the boyfriend of a girl who never stopped choking him for him to be hers only. Can't we be again? Is that it? Us, but he's the boyfriend of a girl?
At the moment, I paused. Then, I answered, "Is that all you can ask? No more?" He looked me in my eyes. Deeply. I understood. I assumed he did too. I know he's the best thing that ever happened to me, but why can't I be the best for him? why should I always be the second?--- the second to be called on the phone, the second priority on a hearts' day, the second to be stared at on a graduation, the second to be sang for, the second. the second girl. Why should I always be the one to suffer?
then He said, "I just can't leave her now, but one day I will." "One day you will? One day when I die? One day when you too will? One day when I forget about you? One day when I get married? One day? One day that is so uncertain? One day that you cannot even be sure of? No girl with a normal mind would even wait for that", I harshly answered. "Don't you love me? I so do.", He said then embraced me. "I do, but I won't be able to anymore." I whispered. "Hold on. Just hold on for a little while. Please..", He uttered. That moment, the time itself stopped. I held him, looked in his eyes, then said, "If you do love me, you already proved it long time ago, but you never did." I tried to walk away. Thinking I'll be alright. Reminiscing the times we held each other's hand. The time he first embraced me. the time the tears first fell because of him. I wasn't able to control it. Tears again fell because of him then I suddenly felt his chest behind me. He hugged me tightly, turned me, then kissed me. I cannot hide it, but I love the way everything goes that time. It took a long time then I whispered, "We can't be anymore. people get hurt. I get hurt. I won't be able to wait.. I'm sorry. I love you. I love you. Goodbye." He tried to kiss me once again, but I pushed him away. then he looked at me deeply in my eyes and He said, "All I really wanted is you. The girl I want to love, but you too are the girl I can't love. I love you. Goodbye." then he faded..

It's not that I do not like you anymore. I just don't feel you to be back and that I create a mistake again in love. My friends are right. It was a mistake, a big one, and I should get my lesson from it. It's called avoidance. Avoidance from getting hurt, from mistakes, from wrong things that can be prioritized. See. Life isn't all about puppy love. Life's about getting into right things that you can involve yourself. Life's about eschewal of things that you need not to indulge in. For me, It's a nice thing that you make a mistake then not do it again otherwise you'll make things worse. whoa. I can't seem to pull my desire of writing. gawwd.

k.

DURUT-DURUT. [episode 3]

i find writing this story weird already. =p
the image on the right:
We're playing hide and seek by shi0ri
from deviantart.com



(on the phone)

Aku: hello.
Iya: diba kasabi me i Ino ngeni mu?
Aku: Wa. haha. makanan mung abalu?
Iya: Ala..
Aku: Ala kanu. Nandin mu pa siguru ita isipan ne.
Iya: mamawus ku keka. Busy ya. Ninu pa wari kasabi mu nung aliwa itang alang matang ayta.
Aku: Buren tane. Atsu naka bale?
Iya: Ot aaliwan mu ing pisasabyan? Tapus inabe mku pa ne? "tane", hahaha!
Aku: O, edi. Buren kune! Sapukan daka ken e.
Iya: A, ninanu! haha. Atsu naku bale. Obvious naman ne. 10minutes away kumu naman keka.
Aku: Male ku ba nung nukarin kapa munta.
Iya: Nokarin naku man munta? e ing bale yu mu naman ing pupuntalan ku keni.
Aku: ay wa..
Iya: aru, magpakiput kapa.
Aku: na??
Iya: ali ke pintalan i Rina. Paypagal kupa ne.
Aku: Teme puntalan.
Iya: Ot kataray mo? Eku neman type ta e. Ika mu, balu mu naman..
Aku: Nang balu ku. hahaha.
Iya: Buri mu pa kanyan sabyan ku pa ngan e.. banta kilig ka.
Aku: heh. tumbukan daka ken e.
Iya: ot pala minawus ka?... ay, emu ne sasagutan yan. Balu ku naman buri mu naku din. hihi.
Aku: hahaha. makatula ya rugu.
Iya: enaka magpakiput. hahah.
Aku: Shut up..
Iya: Ot minawus ka pin?
Aku: Eka bisa?
Iya: wow, melungkut ya mo kanu. hahaha
Aku: ali ne. O sige, last kunang pamanawus ni.
Iya: nung tutu yan, siguradu enkata mayari. Karakal ku dapat sabyan.
Aku: Nanu?
Iya: o nanu? magserious ka, sabyan ku ngan?
Aku: wa.
Iya: aku na e! bumigay ka din.. hahaha. Buri mu talagang abalu lahat ning afeefeel ku keka ne!((:
Aku: Iya?
Iya: okay, okay. balaku apakayli daka.. sorry.
Aku: o nanu na.
Iya: sige. eku balu kasi nung nanung araramdaman ku. kasi ngeni ku pa afeel na serious ku keng babayi. keka. kalwat tanang friends, menakit nakang siniryosu ko? Kaya ngeni, nung maniwala ka o ali, serious ku na buri daka.. kaya sana ali mu isipan na eka protected o nanu. Buri kung isipan mung secured ka. kasi eke apatawad ing sarili ku nung atin mang mangyari keka. Nung buri mku o ali, I don't have a clue. promise. pero I'm giving my all to make you mine. But I'm not rushing things.. Pero promise, Buri daka. Buri daka. Kaya niyang ikit kung medju misasabi nakayung Ino ulit. I had this certain bad feeling about the two of you getting together ulit. honestly, magselus ku though I don't have the right to. Tska sana emu isipan na buri ke i Rina kasi para kanaku balamu eku apapakit keka na loyal ku samantalang ika namu ing babaying akakit ku.
Aku: ...
Iya: O, ita na. Ayus ba? haha.
Aku: (ot agyu nang sabyan ita...) akwa mu pang mayli ne. haha.
Iya: balamu ika eka mayli pag sasabyan mung serious ka ne. Maniwala ka kako?
Aku: i won't give you a clue! haha!
Iya: ay rugo, pamitin muku wari?
Aku: makanta napin ita. wahahha.
Iya: haha. o sabi ku keka, ekata tuknang misabi e.. Siguru Lab mu naku ne?
Aku: Nanu naman.
Iya: Ika, mafofall naka kanaku. dba?
Aku: ...
Iya: haha. akuna e! hahahaha!
Aku: Shut up. Makananu nung ikami ng Ino ulit?
Iya: Iyan pin ing isipan ku. Siguru, paten kune i Ino kanini.
Aku: adik..
Iya: Ali naman diba? Kasi aku na ing buri mu..
Aku: Goodnight, Iya!ü
Iya: kagulu mo.. Labyou..
Aku: I lab myself too. XD hahaha. buhbye.
*******

Aku: amI falling for this silly guy? waaaaaah..

(the next morning)
Aku: Good morning world..
Iya: Good morning, my life.
Aku: ngeeh, nananu ka keni?
Iya: metudtud. ninanu!
Aku: metudtud?
Iya: wa kaya..
Aku: ...
Iya: mimwa ka ba? joke mu. hahaha. kararatang kupa. dinalan ku ken o.
Aku: dinalan keng awang?
Iya: bakit? balamu naman impusibli ne.. atin naman kayang eran! naku..
Aku: balamu murit ka..
Iya: kakyut mung bayung gising, haha. atin kang dinat keni o. (lele labi) wahahah. WAWA!
Aku: haha. K.
Iya: ba... tapang na.
Aku: balamu naman kasi eme akakit yan lagi ne. hahaha.
Iya: wapen ne. mangan naku.
Aku: minta ka keni para mangan??
Iya: ali. para akit daka.. ***banat.
Aku: oyan ikit mu naku. muli naka..
Iya: aldoldo, balamu lalu dakang luluguran..
Aku: tutu?
Iya: wow, first time mung meging serious nyang sinabi kyta aa!
Aku: adik. eku mu makaayli. matamad kupa..
Iya: (inakbay)
Aku: o o, kamada.
Iya: pagbigyan mu naku. eku pa naman agagawa ini keka e. siguradu kung masapuk.
Aku: (sapuk)
Iya: aww.
Aku: sabi mu e..
Iya: makanta pala aa! (hug na mahigpit)
Aku: araayy! mako naka ken..
Iya: ays.. eku bisa.. haha. o sige. emu naku sasapukan kanyan. wahahaha..
Aku: Get off me!
Iya: Sabyan mupang kaluguran muku!
Aku: eew..
Iya: eme sabyan?? kiss daka. hahaha.
Aku: iiyyyhh!
Iya: sabyan muna..
Aku: okay, Lab daka.. Lab daka.. pkawalan mu naku..
****
Ino: Nanuy ni?
Aku: Ino? It's not what you think..
Iya: Bakit? nang atin?
Ino: Iya, this girl's mine already.
Iya: a. I didn't know that.
Ino: nanuy ni ga*uhan?
Iya: I said, I didn't know anything! I love this girl. I so much do.
Ino: well, you can stop loving her now. Now, you know that she's mine.
Aku: Ino, shut up.

WAIT FOR THE EPISODE 4. (:
SORRY, TOO MUCH LAZINESS. XD

I don't find his jokes funny.

alright. This isn't my story so you better read it, but it is I who wrote this thing. (:
this is a story of a friend who shared things to me, yet no one of you that reads my blog knows about this lady.

i find summer boring, I swear. I got nothing to do since we had maids. I don't have errands and stuff. I don't have friends to be with me shopping at the mall, but I had guys whom I have a thing called crush.

I just graduated from High School. I do miss the things we do there, especially my two closest friends and the two most special guys in my class. We still have the communication and that's what I'm going to tell you. The first guy has the name of carlo and the second one is rio.

Carlo has been so close to me since the school (fourth year) started. He looks good, I've got no comment about that, but he was a just a friend of mine but not until my friend noticed how we look as a couple. We sure clicked and somehow my friend had triggered the way I feel for Carlo. It was like yesterday, we're friends, and today, I'm liking him. that's a bit weird.whoa.

hey, I miss you.

I miss you more.

well, I miss you the most!

That is how we talked to each other now. I even had hug debts to him. so I must hug him when I see him now. (though He has a girl) this guy's really weird. And the way he is, I love it. I got a crush on him. a deep one. and it hasn't been weirder that I thought it would be.


Next is Rio. He's one of the reasons (aside from Carlo) why the girls in our section are envied with. This guy is da*n good-looking though I'm taller than him. again, I got special feelings for him. It was just a normal day when I realized how handsome and hot he is. We were at our homeroom, I wasn't listening because she was just discussing the ones about our graduation. I was just fooling around when I had the chance to glance around his seat. glance that was turned into a stare... There I realized, " (the name of my friend), I didn't know Rio looked so handsome." and my friend told me stories about the guy and stuff. there..üü


This guy, He's the type of guy I'm into just liking. no more..ü He just tells me a lot of cheesy lines like, "by the time I get taller than you, I get whiter skin (though he looked good on the way he is right now), I get rich, I'M YOURS." "There are no cute girls in this place so you're my only inspiration.", "Didn't you miss me? I missed you! I swear" he always tells me cheesy lines, sometimes they're followed with a "joke" and often not. i swear, it's seldom with the word "joke"... and again, this guy has his girl. though he told me their story and how he doesn't like his girl and stuff.


THIS IS THE WORST PART.

Last night, He texted me, "I love you. finally, I said it." and I replied, "oh gosh, didn't expect this. I got my heartbeat skipping. I'm touched. :) goodnight too.

Dear Reader, This isn't my story, okay? :)

Describing the ones I miss.

Are you on the list? :)

I miss..

1. Her. She's charming yet very frank and sometimes mean. She has this long beautiful hair I use to fix. I mean, giving her hairclips and things like those. haha. She has the same height as mine. She's humorous, and loud. yea. loud! She always say things such as "you, two, are crazy!", "hahahahaah! funny." (well, ofcourse in Tagalog.)

2. Her. This one, too, is crazy. very charming, and lovable. She's loved by a lot. Well, She's got a lot of friends. I promise. While walking, it's impossible if she's not going to say Hi to another person. haha. :)) this has the same height as mine. again. The first one and the second one, I love them both. :D

3. Him. I've been missing this for years. I swear. He has small chinito eyes. He's got the charm, appeal and everything. He's witty and sweet. yea, sweet..ü


OH, GAWD. I'M BORED TYPING. :DD
i'll be back after days. I think.Ü

Imparting of what I feel

It's summer time. I'm fond of the time. first, because I'm doing none. Second, my day is near! ahha.ü

Somehow, I don't do anything out here. I just cling on my bed. (When I say cling I stick on it for hours.) I watch cartoons. (channel 5) Yea, I enjoy. haha. I'm like feeling ridiculous when I laugh over their jokes that are very corny. I dunno. I find myself having no emotions these days. e? I don't even know what to write here.. O_o starting to get crazy. what thaaaa!

okay, I've been sitting here for quite a while. for hours? Does sitting have something to do with cholesterol build up? or whatever about making me fat? yea? huwaaaahh. I'm getting tired now.
what else to say?

ooh, I remember what I'm abhorred about Summer. No money. I've got nothing but my phone without any load, my wallet with nothing but pictures and some coins, a dollar, some receipts from artwork, and some papers. I'm merely wanting to kidnap some tycoons & moneymakers to get some money from em! I miss my wallet at school time. I can't even buy anything but candies on a sari-sari store. man, I can't stay like this or I'm getting under the weather! whoa. something worse than a fever! hahaha. Am I overreacting? Not, I think.

I hate about having nothing to do.
I'm making myself flabby! I don't want people to name me names(like pudgy,piggy and etc)! I don't want such things to happen.

I remember a thing to do.
jog. exercise. man, it's a load for me. It's going to be hard! I'm doing this. I'm so doing this.

WHAT THE HECK AM I WRITING???
i mean, what did I wrote? haha. =pp

Humans as Angels

I may not be sure of everything, but I think I found my real-life angels.

i dedicate this post to the two humans who made my High School life very worth wasting time with.
Abby and Sheena

I never found my school life very sensible though we learn a lot together. I never found it very cute and very lovable. As I was waiting for the ending of this school year which I thought would make me very glad because at last I came near to the end of my life-will-kill-you year.

But as I go to realize that things that I thought to be nonsense, boring and annoying, I came to think of the people that I was with while I live this last school year.

I can't deny it. I'm so loving them more than anything in life.

I wanna let these two people know that my life was never the same when I met them. We take the time very fast and we all know, we'll miss each other.

Last year, I liked the song that David sang, "Angels" and I think, It's proper If I dedicate it to them. In a way, they were not treated by me as normal humans but angels that made me secure and feel loved.

Thank you for everything and I will never forget any of you.ü

ANGELS

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we’re grey and old
‘Cause I’ve been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I’m lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I’m loving’ angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I’m right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won’t break me
When I come to call she won’t forsake me
I’m loving’ angels instead

When I’m feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I’ll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I’m loving’ angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I’m right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won’t break me
When I come to call she won’t forsake me
I’m loving’ angels instead

PANSININ

pansinin. adjective yan. na pag naglalakad ka sa daan e walang hindi titingin sayo mula paa hanggang kuto ng ulo mo. parang ganto.

~ una, isa kang bakla na may kapang kulay pula at nakalipstick ka na "care lauder 7million point 43" na kunyari ay kulay pula na parang bayolet. at ang suot ng bakla ay green na may malaking butas sa likod na sing laki ng mga manhole sa Maynila. ang bakla ay may anim na dalang paperbag na may mga hindi ganun kabigating tatak. PANSININ NUMBER ONE!

~ pangalawa, isang tomboy na may kasamang pitong sanggol. yan palang, pansinin na. ok na? sige, dagdag pa. may dala itong dalawang alikansya at dadalin ang pitong sanggol sa jollidoo(resto yan. walang mangengealam!) PANSININ NUMBER 2!

~ ikatlo, lalaking may kulangot. bang! pinoy na pinoy ba?

~ ikaapat, ang mga teenagers na papampam na nagtetext habang naghihintay at may inis effect pa! nu ba yun? tapos ang hinihintay lang pala ay lalakeng toooott. PANSININ NUMBER 4!

~ isang malaking mama na may dalang napkin.

~ lalaking sobra ang kagwapuhan. (kung maputi, bakla. pasenxa na.)

~ mga beggars. ewan ko. hndi ako tulad ng mga walang awa na hndi nababagabag sa mga namamalimos. Hindi ako mapagbigay sakanila, pero parang may kabog dito e kung hndi ko man lang tignan yung mga tumutulong sipon sa mga ilong(minsan, dalawang butas pa yan. thank you sa mga nanay nila!), di ko matiis na tumingin sa mga paang may mga pagkalinislinis na kuko na medjo hawig sa mga buto ng pakwan. para sa akin, may eport man sila o wala, pansinin sila.

~ may kapansanan. wala akong magagawa. Gusto ko mang i-donate ang aking mga parte e hindi ko gagawin yun! Malaki ang pasasalamat ko sa Diyos na normal ang buong pamilya pagdating rito.
Nakaupo ako sa isang nakaumbok na simento sa school(kung saan ang buong section namin ay umuupo), may dumaang tricycle, nagtaka ako. "anu ba yun, adik. tricycle sa school." ok lang. e madalas nga dun yung sasakyan namin e pati rin yung mga sasakyan ng mga guro. panglito ko lang yung sinabi ko. pagka pansin ko sa tricycle na yun, mas napansin ko ang mga tawa ng mga kaklasi ko nang makita nila yung isinasakay sa tricycl na yun. isang may disease(sa tingin ko, disease. hula lang, tsong.), nagtataka ako bat sila tumatawa na parang tanga lang na nakaupo sa may Edsa. (tanga yun kasi umupo sa highway e.) tinanong ko kung bakit siya tumatawa, "oi oi, lalakeng (mukhang kulangot na nahulog sa kanal. di ko sinabi yan.). bat ka tumatawa?" e ang sagot e.. "wala lang. bat ganyan ka makatingin? parang nakakita ka ng kulangot." natawa yung butas ng pwet ko, anak ng alkohol, nabaybs na mukha nga siyang kulangot! the end.

~ ako. wala akong rason sa sarili kung bakit ako pansinin. Sabi ng mga kaibigan ko, Maganda lang talaga ako. Sabi ng nanay ko, Maganda lang talaga ako. sabi ng mga aso sa amin, Maganda lang talaga ako. EWAN! di ko nga maintindihan e. Sobra ba? hahaha. joke. walang halong kakapalan dapat ang mga posts ko. errr!

~ mga dumudura sa kalye. may kamag-anak ako na ganyan. Minsan gusto ko nalang siyang bigyan ng tabo, para ipunin nalang niya dun at ibaon sa lupa (treasure ba.). ewan. di ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit pati yung teacher ko nung second year na sobrang ganda ng buhok e dumudura sa kalye. anu ba yun? dinidiligan ang kalye? kabaliwan. Nagkakasakit yung iba dahil dun e. mga pinoy nga naman o!

~ mga bakla ulit. ayon sa isang blog ng isang kaklase ng kuya ko, "try it so you can answer it by yourself,there are things that you can never put into words, and these things can only be explained by experiencing it." -- nico villanueva ata ang pangalan nun. Sa totoo lang, di ko maintindihan ang mga baklang yan. e bat parami ng parami. at kung maeexperienc ko, dun ko lamang siguro maiintindihan. Sabi nung isang gay celebrity. "It's not a choice. It's a feeling" nubayun! sabi naman ng kuya ko, "Choice da namu ita e." (translation: Choice nalang nila yun.) ewan! di ko maintindihan. Basta ang mga overacting na bakla e pansinin para saakin.

~ social climber. yan, isa pa yan. e yung mga nagsusuot ng mga relong malaki na mukhang profile sa friendster sa sobrang makulay. gumagamit ng mga bag na mayroon ang lahat ng mga tao sa buong mundo. Gets nio na yan. Ok na!

~ makabayan. Last na to. masaya ang mag-idolize ng mga pinoy sa dugo, pagsasalita, prinsipyo, at etc. para sakin, None beats the Filipino. Pride to. Ewan. basta masaya ako at Pinoy ako. Pinoy ako. Minsan ang pangungulangot at pagdikit nito sa pader na parang gumagawa ka lang ng scrap book e nakakaenjoy panuorin kasi halatang pinoy ka. isa pa yung pagpitik mo nito sa isang kaaway. atleast di ka nakakasakit. haha. joke lang aa. :) mahal ko ang Pinas, ang talento ng Pilipino, ang Pagabuwis ng mga buhay ng mga bayani natin para sa kalayaan ng Pilipinas, ang kagandahan ng mga Yaman at mga lugar saatin, ang mga kagandahan ng mga mukha ng Pinoy, at lahat! pansinin tayo, mga Pinoy. (kulang lang talaga, Disiplina. ayon narin sa kuya ko.Ü)

ERASERHEADS.

i don't really know why I'm fond of the eraserheads these past few months of my year. I soo love singing their songs and I love playing their songs with my kuya's electric guitar (although I'm not that good at that instrument. haha, I mean, aside from the flute, guitar is what I know how to play). hahaha.

OPINION.
I really am into eraserheads now. especially with the songs: Magasin, Alapaap, Kisapmata, Ligaya, and many more. (: and plus, I'm very addicted to searching why Eheads broke up.

I watched a show that wants to know eheads better. why it broke up, what's up with the "old" band", why it clicked so much, etc.

the old band has not stayed to be an idolized band, has not been a band with sharp written lyrics, but also has been a LEGEND. A lot has been influenced, a lot has been inspired, and a lot were saddened when the band broke up (including me!). It has been a Legend since it made the Philippines known for its music. :DD the band, eraserheads, were given an award at MTV Asia. what's up with that? Many bands had come up, but nothing really beats eraserheads. Even those famous bands here in the Phils are still idolizing and takes eraserheads as an inspirition. I really love how they make music. Lyrics, everytime I sing their songs, it doesn't make me stop smiling or doesn't stop me thinking how and why those words came up from their writer's mind. Their tono really stucks us people in not only hearing, but also listening to whatever the song impresses us. Other songs that were sang and written by them were actually unliked by other minds maybe because for them, the songs had "double meaning". I think, It's up to us, listeners, how will we be able to take them in our minds. heehee. :))

since the band broke up, I don't really know where they are right now, but according to others, they belong to different bands already, right? haha. what I'm sure of is Ely's still writing songs with a band, one is into the surfing industry of the Philippines, Marasigan sings in a band (i think), and the other one is I'm not sure of it. I told you, I'm not sure of everything. Forgive me! haha. =p

You know, their songs inspired us to sing, to play the guitar because of them, they even made us laugh with their funny and stiriking lyrics. They're famous, adored and loved, but how come they broke up? I really don't know why, although the question was asked in the show that I watched, but it seems everything must not be cleared by the whole band. God knows how I love ERASERHEADS and their songs. for me, they are still to be adored and loved. God bless y'all, eheads! I love you so.

DURUT-DURUT. (EPISODE 2)

(Phone call around 9pm)

Rina: Hi, aku. How are you? How is Iya?

Aku: what are you talking about, rina? Nanu? Ala naka man dapat piganakan kekaming Iya.

Rina: Nonsense, dear. Friends tamu keni. Why don’t you tell what’s true?

Aku: ala pin. Buri nakung Iya. Pero dahil keka, pigilan ku if ever aburyanan ke.

Rina: Spilled. You like him.

Aku: not! I don’t know if I could trust you with this, pero ikami nang Ino ulit.

Rina: tutu?

Aku: awa..

Rina: trust me. Alang lumwal kaku.

Aku: sana maging ok tana ulit? Ali ikaming Iya. Ok? Alang ala. :)

Rina: okay. I can seem to breath well again. Ahhah!

Aku: sira. Ika naman kasi eka mangutang tambing.

Rina: he! Ayan mengutang ku pen. Ika ne.

Aku: Sige. Enaka manistorbu. Dakal ku gagawan. Joke mu. :) text or call dnka mu in time.

Rina: wa sige.atin ka palang gagawan. Akalingwan ku rugu.

Aku: wa.. sige na. bye. ^^

Rina: bye..

(while working on a project on deadliest line the next day)

Aku: waaaah. Kasakit ku buntok! Salamat. Yari na. yuhoo..

(dintang ya I Iya)

Aku: iya?? Ot atsu ka? Haha.

Iya: komusta? Okay na? yari naka?

Aku: ot minta ka keni?

Iya: karok mo? Haha. Minta kumu, sopan daka sana kasu yari naka. Sayang ing dela kung talino. Haha.

Aku: sira! Haha. Yari naku. Mengan naka kanyan? Pota makilaklak ka keni.

Iya: ay rugo, nanan ko reng pamangan yu! Nang ulam?

Aku: hahahaha. Aku na ye. Pamu. Pagready daka..

Iya: (linapit ya gulut ng aku) lab muko?

Aku: na? shut up. Mamiru naka nanaman..

Iya: makasmile ku wari?

Aku: Iya, let’s stop this. Ali ku buring milako friendship ming Rina dahil keka.

Iya: (hugged her) kaluguran daka.

Aku: no. you cannot love me. Please, iya.

Iya: bakit? EKE BURI I RINA. Gets?

Aku: e talaga pwedi. Ali talaga.

Iya: gimme a chance to prove things.

Aku: haaiy. Mangan naka mu.

Iya: kaluguran daka pin eh..

Aku: sorry, Iya. Sorry talaga. (hesitant ya na sabyan tang tungkul ketang phone call ng Rina at ing utngkul keng ila ng ino ulit)

Iya: I understand.

Aku: You do?

Iya: yes. Ot mag English kata? :PP

Aku: loko ka ne..

Iya: basta yaku, loko man o nanu, lab daka.

Aku: harhar. Paldakan daka ken e.

Iya: pwera paldak naman. Kiss namu.

Aku: pakayli. Pakayli.

Iya: iyy. Makanyan ya. (sabe samul nasi ampong spam)

Aku: tako mo.

Iya: nanung matako kanyan? Maranup ku e!

Aku: so kadere.

Iya: bala ka. Malakas kung mangan pero ali ku matako.

Aku: parehu yayta e!

Iya: nanu naman! Ali kaya!

Aku: spell mula o.

Iya: (samul. Samul. Samul.)

Aku: wahahaha! Katula ku keka.. akalingwan kung sabyan. Ala palang danum. Inuman mu namu itang sabo.

Iya: (sanipan effect.) tutu?

Aku: nanu kami keni? Alien?

Iya: ay! Anakang gulu, babe.

Aku: babe ka jan. sapukan daka.

Iya: puru hurts naman ing sasabyan mu kaku. Sadista ka!

Aku: kiss namo?

Iya: wahahah. Ayiii, aku na. buri mukung kiss.

Aku: shut up. Haha

Iya: ot makasmile ka?

Aku: makasmile ku kanyan?

Iya: aaah! Hahah. Leko me ing smile mu. Merine ka kaku! Wahahaha..

Aku: ali ku kaya ne!

Iya: ay, wapin pala, pagdala dakang pizza bukas.

Aku: mamusit ka?

Iya: hahahah! Joke mu. Pota bala mu akalingwan kung eka mamangan pizza. Kaya pangblender dakkang pizza tska ku saksak buldit mu.

Aku: hahahah. Iyyy, makasora ka! Haha.

Iya: hahahah. Buren mu. Buri muku kanyan kiss e. wahahah.

Aku: shut up. Shut up.

(mamawus ne i Ino. Saktu atsu ya lele ng Iya ing phone nang Aku)

Iya: ba, mamawus yay Ino kaya. Nanung kaylangan na ning matsurang ayni.. (segut ne.) oy, ninanu ka? Haha.

Ino: Iya? Ika ba yan?

Iya: wa bakit? (halatang mamangan ya.)

Ino: abe me I Aku??

Iya: obyus ba? Haha.

Aku: Iya! Ninu yan??

Iya: I ino.

Aku: (kinwa neyng phone) ino.

Ino: enaka pala busy, eka mamawus. Abe me kasi e..

Aku: not. Atin kupang gagawan. Dakal pa. minta ya mu..

Ino: aah. Awsan mu naku mu ne? emu buri, sopan daka?

Aku: ali na.. sige, agyu kuna ini..

Ino: ali naku munta? Sopan danaka..

Aku: ali na pin.. bnta kagad nakang magpaynawa.. awsan dnka mu phone kayari ku ne?

Ino: wa.. sige. Eka magpananu kang Iya ne? haha. I love you.

Aku: Love you too. (sitsit)

Iya: oy! Dimdam ku sabi mu dakal kapa gawan. Yari naka kaya! Ayiii. Buri mu naku talaga. Nanu? Nanung gawan tamu? Sabi mu dakal pa e? hahaha.

Aku: muriiitt!

Iya: aku na, buri muku. Basta..

Aku: muli naka. Haha.

Iya: ays. Dakal tapa gawan. Haha.

Aku: haha. Paynawa naku kaya ne..

Iya: sige, tara, paynawa tana.. hahaha. Joke mu joke mu. Sige, muli naku. Pota amimiss na nakung mama ku e. ika, emuku pa amimiss ne?

Aku: iya ne. sige, muli naka.. atad danaka lwal.

Iya: talagang atad muku pa. balamu anak a malati. Haha.

Aku: ika atang bisa e?

Iya: bisa ku. Haha. Ika pa? lab daka e.

Aku: Ika din. Joke mu! Joke joke joke.

Iya: puru ka joke. Emu pa aminan kasi eh.

Aku: shut up. Babay na.. mako naka..

Iya: (inagaw kiss)

Aku: iyyyyhhH!!!

Iya: babay! Labyou too! Ahahahaha!! :PP

(kalub ng Aku bale)

Aku: kapagal naman.. makainlab ya talaga ita. Haiii. Makalitu, man! Awsan kune pin i Ino. Haii. ** hello.

Ino: hey, buti meyari naka? :)

Aku: eka bisa?

Ino: babe, I missed you so much.

Aku: I missed you too.

Ino: you know how much I love you right?

Aku: nope.

Ino: I love you like you’re my life. You are.

Aku: sweet.

Ino: sorry nung likwan daka dati. Buren mukung makabawi.

Aku: prove, honey.

Ino: thanks. So, komusta naka? Meko ne I Iya?

Aku: Wa. Mengan yamu. Tapus meko ne. ok kumu naman..

Ino: lab muku parin?

Aku: awa naman. Ika, lab muko?

Ino: awa naman. I miss the old days.

Aku: super. Back in high school.

Ino: crush muku kanta e. haha. Kidding.

Aku: you thick faced creature. Hahah.

Ino: ay. Mako kaba bukas after class?

Aku: sana mamasa kupa library.

Ino: nokarin?

Aku: school. enaka man makalub ne. haaha.

Ino: sige, diretsu naku mu dorm ne? haha.

Aku: wa sige. I’ll see you. Babay na. mitutundu naku e..

Ino: karanun naman?

Aku: awa. Sorry naman. Haha. GOOOOD NIGHT!

Ino: Goodnight.<3ya.

AKu: <3>

(after their conversation, minawus ya kang Iya. Nice! Haha. :PP)

itutuloy!

A NEW ROMEO COMES IN. (i don't feel blogging these days.)

i logged in at friendster like a week ago. someone added me up to be one of his friends. Someone cute, looks good, and looks kind. i think. after days, he demanded for my number. I gave it. We're friends anyway. (:

who would think he likes plus loves me now? wahahah. :))
i don't like him so. just to tell you! :p
and plus, i think he's gay. t.t He just wanted to prove that he's not by texting me "i love you.." hahaha, kidding aside, I really liked his eyes. why? they look like someone's eyes. the eyes of someone I really love. :PP corny!

okay. that's all. labbbiiitt! ü

wapin pala!

lagyu la ngan ren ne.. :))

DURUT-DURUT. episode 1.

KAPAMPANGAN YOUNG LOVE STORY. :D

(text)
Iya: Ot wari malelate ka lagi school?
Aku: Kasi eku agad migising. bakit?
Iya: Bakit? lagi ka kasing magpuyat e..
Aku: Mesane naku e. Tabalu bakit.
Iya: Eka magpuyat. pota milako ka lagu. makatigyawat yan!
Aku: Ali kaya. kalwat ku nang magpuyat e.
Iya: Ali kanu ana..
Aku: Crush mku kanyan eh. Malagu ku e..
Iya: haha. makatula. serious, Eka magpuyat ne?
Aku: Awa na.. Bakit wari?
Iya: Basta. Gawan mu namu.
Aku: Male ku pa sah nung bakit ne!
Iya: Banta eka magkasakit! Kasimplyan..
Aku: aaaaah. Bakit? pakyalam mu nung magkasakit ku? :P haha. ayiiii, migaganaka ya..
Iya: hahaha. swelu mu namo ne?
Aku: migaganaka ka pin ne?
Iya: wa.
Aku: aku na e! ajijiji.
Iya: Bakit? loko.
Aku: Aku pang loko?? kikilig ku, shocks! jokee.
Iya: Basta, promise mu. Enaka magpuyat ne?
Aku: basta banten mkuu. promise mu yan.
Iya: wa. edaka lakwan hanggang mipatudtud ka.
Aku: kanong mo..
Iya: magserious naku pin e.
Aku: serious keng?
Iya: keka.
Aku: nang panyabyan mu..
Iya: eka maniwala ne? masyadu naka kasing metrauma ketang murit ayta e.
Aku: ning murit? sorry, eke gets.
Iya: kaya. ketang buri mu.
Aku: eya murit ita. megpromise ya kaku,ana tinupad. ita muy ta, pero eya murit.
Iya: aku, murit ko?
Aku: awa. nanu pa wari? haha. joke mu.
Iya: panganyanan mku. pasalamat ka, seryosu ku keka.
Aku: jologs on board. wahahaha.
Iya: makanyan ka ne?
Aku: bakit?
Iya: lagi mukung babaran.
Aku: ali ne. serious, patugutan muku. haha.
Iya: serious tapus haha ne?
Aku: kaluguran muko?
Iya: awa. maniwala ka?
Aku: munta ka playground arap bale ngeni.
Iya: bakit?
Aku: misabi tamu..
Iya: okay, wait.

(mikit keng playground)

Iya: hi. ot pepuntalan muku keni?
Aku: sabyan mu keni, kaluguran muko?
Iya: ...
Aku: ot emu asabi arap arapan? yan ing matsura kekayu e.
Iya: eka maniwala? buri daka. kaluguran daka. o?
Aku: nung makanta, nanu yai rina?
Iya: ali ku neman buri i rina. iyang mikiburi kaku.
Aku: ...
Iya: magselus ka ne? buri muko?
Aku: ot naman? kabud.
Iya: ayii, magselus ya..
Aku: ali pin eh!
Iya: seryosu ku keka. luguran daka. enaku kalupang ino.
Aku: eme aabe keng pisasabyan i ino. kelingwan kune.
Iya: nung makanta, atin kung pag-asa?
Aku: dapat ku bang sagutan yan?
Iya: paglolon daka.
Aku: bala ka..
Iya: bala ku talaga. patunayan ku keka.
Aku: wa sige. patunayan mu na aliwa ka karela ngan.
Iya: kaluguran daka. tutu.
Aku: balu ku.
(beep beep beep)
Aku: mamawus ya i rina. teme pakisabyan?
Iya: makananu mung abalung i rina? ah, i ino ini..
Aku: atin neng phone? pakisabyan me!
Iya: o. sabi na. mikit ikit ta kanu ulit keni bukas. reunion ba. haha.
Aku: wa, sige.. sige ne.. mako naku. dakal ku pa gawan.
Iya: dalanan daka bukas bale yu ne? 10am.
Aku: wa sige.
Iya: amiss naku kanyan!
Aku: kapal mo.
Iya: makapal? atleast lab muku.
Aku: mas makapal!
Iya: ba, dadagdagan mu talaga a! mas lab daka. waahahaha.
Aku: manahimik. babay!

(kinabukasan.)

Ino: ay, minuna ku! haha
Iya: misabe nakami. banta atin yang kayabe.
Aku: hi, ino.
Ino: simap hahi muku pa?
Aku: emu bure? pasalamat ka.
Ino: amiss muku ne?
Aku: antey rina?
Iya: tabalu pin e. pati i kia alayu pa.
Ino: ay, ot aaliwan yuu ing pisasabyan. emuku amiss?
Aku: ika, nung buri mung umayus kata, umayus ka!
Iya: o, tuna. pota nanu pang malyari kekayu. magkabalikan kopa. tanatanang kaku ne.
Ino: pare, ikayu na?
Aku: ali! nang panyabyan yu.
Iya: oyana pala i kia.
Kia: nandin kayu pa?
Ino: wa kaya. anakang kalwat. antey rina?
Kia: male ku..
Aku: balakusa, abe me! ay, oyana..
Rina: oy, komusta?
Ino: Rina, hoy babaye. susunud, danunan mu ne! haha.
Rina: manahimik ka ken. hi!
Iya: nang pilawe lawe mu. atin nakung tawu!
Rina: ninu naman?
Iya: ayan atsu arap mo.
Rina: ikayu na??
Aku: Ali ne.. emo paniwalan den.
Kia: o, tuna! me OP nakami. haha.
Iya: o nanu? tara na?
Aku: eku pa mengan. tara, mangan tapa luwal.
Ino: tsu tana luwal. haha
Rina: korni mo. tara.

(resto)
Aku: pamu, atin kung akalingwan kotsii.
Ino: sanu?
Aku: tang phone ku. pota mawus yayng papaness ku. joke.
Ino: sopan danaka..

(lele kotsii)
Aku: takiki. balamu asu.
Ino: lalawe ya nandin i ** nyang sinunud ku keka.
Aku: buren me. ninan ya?
Ino: buri daka pa.
Aku: kaba ku bwak. nang panyabyan mu.
Ino: la nakung pag-asa?
Aku: aminan ku, buri daka pa. pero ali kaluguran.
Ino: o, atin pang pagasa.
Aku: ala na.. ala na..

(mibalik na resto)
Rina: minuna nakamng mengan! nakayung kalambat e.
Aku: okay mu, rins.
Kia: ninanu kayung mi-ex kilwal? haha.
Ino: ala, buri naku pa pin. oneng ali na sabi ku. hahahaha.
Aku: kapal mo.. hahaha!
Iya: o, magselus naku ne.
Rina: **. magselus naku! ahaha.
Kia: ana kong kanong e.. hahahaha.

(kayaring mengan)
Aku: sorry, kailangan ku nang mako..
Iya: bakit?
Rina: ngeni tana mu pin miyabe yabe o..
Aku: atin ku kasing gagawan. deadline na dapat napun.
Ino: buren ye, atad kune mu. balikan dakayu keni ne..
Iya: eme nananan yan, ino!
Rina: ahaha. sige mingat kayu..

(saken)
Aku: ot etad muku pa?
Ino: banta misabi kata pa.
Aku: nang pisabyan tamu?
Ino: ikata. ikatamu na ulit? subukan tamu mu naman na ibalik e.
Aku: na? lokohan mu ini e. malabu.
Ino: **. please. pag apatunayan mung sobrang manasakit ka dahil kaku, patugutan tana.
Aku: sige.
Ino: yes. enaka mabigu kaku.
Aku: tandanan mu.
Ino: kaluguran daka.
Aku: wa, ika din.
Ino: sobra?
Aku: wa.
Ino: mas kaluguran daka. puntalan daka school bukas ne?
Aku: wa sige.
Ino: lumwal tamu. amiss muku e.
Aku: nanu naman?
Ino: emuku ata amiss e.
Aku: ika ata ken e.
Ino: amiss daka, solid.
Aku: amiss daka din. sige ne. bukas, kitakits.
Ino: wa, magpakabusy kapa. amiss muku din. awsan daka phone potang bengi. miss call mku pag ala nakang gagawan.
Aku: wa sige.. babay.
Ino: lab daka.
Aku: lab daka din. ingat ka ne.

ITUTULOYYY.. ^^

CHANGE OF PLANS.

i don't wanna join anymore because of my personal reasons. sad, i can't join. T.T ooh, there'll still be opportunities, anyway. okay. i can do this!

SING..

i forgot that I'm planning to join a singing contest next week, our campus days. :) foundation day. i bet, I'm gonna go for it. I want to, but I'm really nervous. I used to win a lot of singing contests way back elementary. now, i'm joining because my friend wants it badly. wahaha. and my preferred song? here it is.

THIS IS MY NOW
Jordin Sparks
There was a time I packed my dreams away.
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.

There was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.

I have to decide,
Was I gonna play it safe.
Or look somewhere deep in side,
Try to turn the tide,
And find the strength to take that step of faith.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now I'm ready for more,
Ready for more.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.

I'm living in the moment
I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
This is my now.