my past days, weeks were such a blast.
First, he forgot to remember that there was a girl in waiting.
Second, career fair.
Third, fail! (but I'll not)
Fourth, sweetest guy best friend.
Fifth, the guy with a red lanyard. (and a mom!)
1. he forgot to remember me.
a certain guy, of course. i thought he was a fine guy that i can trust. well, not only because he's one of the luckiest that I'll be asking for help if ever I'll be lost in manila, but also, he was friend at high school. He was a person that belongs to my past blahblah. Forgive me for using the term. i feel comfort every time i say that instead of saying another word. In short, he was once my lover (i think). Yea, because those days, i liked him too. Okay, lemme tell you the history. i knew him at a Christmas party with the nice looks. ;) laughs. we didn't talk. i did notice his eyes, his voice, and his outfit (that i liked the most). but i didn't take the time to be friends with him because i thought he was just another guy that I’ll be smiling at. Nothing more, nothing less. and as time pass by, he secretly took my number from a friend. and yea, there snapped a thing that i thought would make me happy. i thought he'll love me. :D i think, only for a while but naah, it broke easily. haha! Then, we started to forget each other. no message from him at all. but, we still have each other's number. After less than a year, we started to be good friends. not only good but better than good. :)) We text each other and everything! we started to be close again and we often share thoughts about music. he called, I blushed. oml. (oh my life.) haha. I’m liking him once more! haha. we crack jokes and we laugh over a phone. XD and like after weeks, we lost not the texting connection but the thing that we always laugh, we smile over a text, he forgot about the spark that i really witnessed in me and of course, i was not sure of what he felt while i was in deep falling. he forgot about me. i think, he forgot about the thing that he'll help me at my future school. oh, i forgot, i was nothing though. i like him and i miss him soo. And I guess, all I can say about this is: he forgot about me that was really in waiting.
2. Career fair
It’s really hard for a girl like me with no sure passions and no sure favored jobs to choose a perfect course. You know, one of the things that I get conscious with is the future thiing. I’m not that sure of what field I’ll be in one day.
At our career fair, an event that'll be held at our campus. There will be representatives of schools that will explain how their schools work. You know, none of them brainwashed me. :)) i guess, it would still take time preparing for my tomorrow, but i guess, i should decide now because I’m graduating two months from now. i wish I'll know what really is right for me. Will anyone help me here?? :P
3. Fail?
My parent was wanted and called by my physics teacher. why? i didn't come to school. You think the reason's too small? naah, it really helped me a lot. When ma'am viray talked to her, she told my mom that i had bad grades on her subject. When my mom told me so, there was an instant snap in me that really made me think how nothing i am to have bad grades even though the teacher is really great in teaching! that happened last week and I’ve started to dream to be on the top 10. Not only top10, but I’ll be the top one. Really! i participate now on recitations, my quizzes are soo wow. I feel great about this, men. I love it. I’ll achieve my goaal. i will! :D
4. My sweetest guy best friend
Reginald James, his name. But, I oftenly call him jimbbo. I called him jimbbo a few days ago. Aren’t you familiar with the nickname I’m calling him? Jimmy neutron is called jimbbo by his dad. I liked it and I wanted to call reg with the name. Cute huh? Reg is a church friend. My family and his are friends. So friends. I first knew jimbbo at a camp. We were in one team. We were not that close er, but we surely clicked after months. And we became friends then. Enough of this filthy history.
Haha. Jimbbo is as sweet as a little brother. (He’s older than me, dude!) haha. Several days ago, we had time to talk about his problem or should I call it realization trial? :D and yep, we were as close as best friends or siblings. He really is super sweet as a lil brother. And he considers me to be his lil sister. (I think.) haha. I should be honest. I’m afraid to lose jimbbo and his family especially his sister who is really precious to me. I think, after college, they’ll be leaving to be in
5. the guy with a red lanyard. (and a mom!)
I’ve got nothing to say with this. Haha. I just remembered how his face looked like when I saw him at a mall. Joel, an old classmate. He was as cute as me. He has the appeal that I have. Kidding aside, I saw him. He’s with his mom. XD nothing more! :D I missed him.
Well uh, that’s all. Until the next time I’ll post. Xoxo.
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