Sometimes, you need to scream shit.

I just couldn't contain things anymore. Things I just gotta spill even though you're all clueless about it. I'm not to be called freaking out but I hate complications. I really really hate complications especially when I'm talked about, I cause stress, I get looked down, I get checked and investigated and observed. I don't even feel friends when things get complicated. I hate this when all I know is I'm justifying my own self because I know myself better. I hate it when they all do not know me.

Mom told me I need not to please anyone of them because she listens to me and she will always do.

I cried for the reason of I'm getting watched and that they do not believe me. But sorry, I'm neither bullshitting myself, nor my parents.

Step back, I hate how you get into my business.

Whoever reads this: Shut your mouth.